Suroh Toha (As-Sudais)

I miss expressing my thoughts and feelings in this blog. It's been so long. Very long indeed. Since the day i stop using blog as place for me to let out my sadness and anger, i was cold to everyone.

Oh, Allah forgive me! Your the most Mercyful. Your the Most Compassionate. Your the most Forgiving. Even i try hard to run away from You, even when i thought of not needing You, even when i thought not to seek help from You, i eventually return to You. The day of Resurruction. The day of Qiyamah! The day where everything in this world vanish with the Power of Al-Mighty. No one can help us. Only our 'Amal Soolihan'.

It's so hard, suddenly became heavy to bring both of my hands up, just to recite du'a to you. How can i ask something from You when i've done so many sins and when i konw it's wrong.

Oh Allah! Purify my heart! Oh Allah Purify my heart! Oh Allah!!!! Purfiy my heart!

Suroh Toha really relates to how i feel and the situation i'm in.